OUT

when do u think u want a "out " ?
i am tired,weary
tired of pretending
sometimes it feels so real ,other times
just unending
wanna get out,my mind says...
heart says....u can go on...
till what extent ?
seems more prudent to give it all up.

dont u just love stealing???

one side

stolen money
stolen land
stolen grains
stolen spectrum

the other side

stolen compliments
stolen love
stolen kisses
stolen moments...

isnt our life everything about"stolen"?
y do we love the idea of stealing?
is it becoz it's forbidden?
the chase? or that feeling of working hard?
working hard to cover up ur wrongdoings or may be
working hard to get that moment with ur "special sumone"
right fm the days of Adam"s apple to this day
we are a species which loves to steal
so a big cheers to
Mr.Raja,Mr.Kalmadi,Mr.Sharad Pawar N the group
they are just following the tradition
of "stealing"
coz u c
they dont have that"special sumbody" to follow the "other side"

tiger... in the apple

tiger... in the apple???
its hibernating,maybe bcoz its cold or simply lack of enthusiasm
let the prey come near him...
lo behold!!!
it wakes up...remembers the taste
starts rearing his head
it wants to hunt now
its fully awake and raring to go
its loving the game of being tantalised...by the prey
cant control himself now
finds his way and jumps on the prey
it covers the "hunted"
and devours

finally...

i wanna dream a dream
where i am fying
flying till am high up in the sky
free from all the shackles in the world
being able to do whatever i want
being able to feel whatever i want
being so highup
the world wud be so small
cud see all thats bad and good at once

with no wind to make me fall into a course
wud go wherever my wings wud lead me
and
after roamin around
i wud look back again to the ground

wud then head back to my cocoon
my shona

who keeps me warm in the coldest of times
who makes me smile in the saddest of times
with whom i hv done sum of the wiLdest things
and plan to do some more further
not a single moment with you is dull
have trusted you with my secrets and fears
knowing u wud protect me from it all

i love u hubby and love sharing my life with you,and

thank you god for making us meet :)

or

or may be not
may be i dont want u back
may be u have changed
wud lyk to remember u just the way u were
the way our friendship was
if u come bac and u are not the way u were
or find i am not what i was
we wont cherish the memories either
so...
stay happy where ever u are

U dont need to be back
ciao...adios

Dobby

dobby is very happy...
the sweetest and the saddest part of the movie at the same time...
had read the book a thousand times
but a tear still escaped my eye
may be memories of the love n loyalty of a frndship
which has been left behind
which i hv tried so hard to renew
but still havent found her yet...
anu, if u ever read this,
i miss having u in my life.